I so just cleaned like 99 percent of my house. I feel like I actually did something on a sunday, amazing ( Read more... )

Im broke again,

I want to get my lip pierced...

ill leave that up for discussion

"Will you still hold me when you see what I have done ( Read more... )

Its raining
THANK GOD

everyones going to tampa tonight...

not me, Im drinking again

expect drunk calls all

So I set a goal yesterday that I wasnt going to drink until thursday...

That goal made it until about 8 o clock last night.

I set it again today...

Its not going to make it past 8 o clock once again...

I really think im starting to have a problem

the good news is, ive got friends along with me..

and this ship sinks together..

This could be love...

LOVE FOR FIRE....

So tonight I heard the words that will spell my certain death in a few hours

"Brian, Erik just threw up in your car!"

im never ever drinking at rockerfellas with Brian again

aside from that why the fuck was a "Poison" tribute band playing a Van Halen song???

I havent slept yet.... I FEEL LIKE SHIT

As much as i dont wanna say this, my advice is for everyone to please just stay away from me for a while

I dont wanna cause anymore problems for myself or ecspecially for others

I love you all and sorry for beina a downer

Im going to make it my full intention from now on to not put myself in situations where I end up losing ( Read more... )

I think im being an asshole

ecspecially today

I apologize

You can all hate eme if you want

I dont fucking care anymore

We all know who I am, so fuck me