"theres an indian guy at work trying to befriend me..(and he's quite proactive and im..scared.)"
bf: "tell him, 圆的不能拿!"

this coming from the bf who scored c6 for express chinese. lol

No I'm not color blind
I know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind but...
I just can't sleep on this tonight
Stop this train I want to get off and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly won't someone stop this train

So scared of getting older
I'm only good at being young

I walk through the circles,
along them, twirling in them.
Shadow stretches beyond the circle and at times
tangential to it.

Why didnt I walk out of it but keep going back to the circle
as if it was destinied to be mine.

Its my reference point and pivotal. No matter how negligent and insignificant
others may put it to be, only I know,
thats my core, the ( Read more... )

Its not a silly little moment ( Read more... )

My housemate's ex bf, current best friend, and prospective patch-back-future bf has been coming to our house very regularly. ( well just to point out how, 熟 we are. We both like JohnMayer. I consolidated my JM collection and offered him a list of his songs and I was so excited and eager to share the music I soso so love with him that I had no ( Read more... )

For me to watch myself drown is a terrible thing. It implies too many shortcomings of a person.
To see yourself dissolving knowingly while choosing not to actively resolve them. It just makes you drown faster in a quicksand.

Please let me feel the intensity of living again. Maybe I'll feel more alive.

Have a sudden surge of things to talk about. Think I finally got the chance to tell Shawn something. Getting that off the chest has clear the haze thats been polluting and clouding my mind.
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I dont come from a perfect family. In fact I always feel that is a very broken family, with very dysfunctional people. I do love them, just not as much. Its ( Read more... )

Not a go getta without any chance of succeeding. It may sounds alright in first glance but really, the extent of assurance one needed is what makes us different from all that who agree to the above statement. How much courage can you muster to take the leap? No one can quantify or measure this. The intangible is what we all love and hate the most ( Read more... )

It maybe possible, to meet a few more boys like you, but there is none that is exact replica of you.

(:

Sigh. I miss my old room which is really big. Its the size of shawn's room. minus the built in wardrobe and bathroom. Current room is so puny and cram and dull. The furnitures dont really match and that alone bothers me so much that i really dont feel like decorating the room. but the walls are so plain..and ..so ( Read more... )