mama says i am just like, just like her, in that i go through shock like 2 hours after the incident ( Read more... )

home, and i want the year to fucking get started so it will be over with. hoooooo, and a road trip is in order.

I MISS CAITLIN. call me, hoe.
I MISS RACHEL. you have been on my mind.
I MISS CAROLINE. when am i going to see you.

im crawling out of my skin.

i am just a winner today.
four hours, 70$ for a train ticket back to michigan and, surprise! the fucking meeting is cancelled. i could have stayed and done so much printing, or actually fucking seen caroline. but, perhaps its better to come home and realise how ridiculous everything is. it is full on summer and i left my book in chicago ( Read more... )

i am now a demi resident of chicago ( Read more... )

hey, are you lonely? this summer's going so slowly.

yes, i am. and yes, it is.

chased a peacock around a garden shed today.
in full sight of the rush hour traffic on nine mile.
don't believe me, just ask the indian boy in the red taurus.
he blew me a kiss.
i accidentally almost hit his car in my excitement pulling out.

two days.
and im gone.

get. me. out. of. here.

i met the boy of my dreams. only i didn't meet him, really. only he thinks i'm a wonking madwoman. fuck.

i hate my life.

in other news, i can't stop thinking about him. i fucking suck. for real.

here is honesty ( Read more... )

i dont know why i do most of the things i do lately ( Read more... )

today
i killed a robin
with my car.
it just sat in the road
apparently
until i was
upon it.
i dont think
it was the hit
that
killed it,
but the rolling
along
the undercarriage.

doctor lady says i need to mourn. accept my anger and sadness.
i started to cry.
and she thought it was because i agreed.
silly me.