say good bye to this life of mine and enter my new one.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/yes_eye_sk8

maybe i'll come back here when i feel that the time is right.

comment if you wish to be added to my new lj for it is friends only.

why is everyone so sad. i hate it. i hate being guilty but i'm not sad. i think a part of me is sad because my friends are sad, but i truely am not sad. infact i am quit happy that i am living to see another day because every day is a new day, new things come and bad things may go. a new day changes everyhting, and mostly for the better. i just ( Read more... )

my mom let derek come over today. what a surprise. i went shopping yesturday with the mum and got close that aren't five sizes too big for me. people kept complementing on how they like it because they can see my figure and i have a nice figure. if i could punch hard, they'd all be dead because those are flat out lies ( Read more... )

haha some random person randomly emailed me with this song. i must say they have great taste is music, lyrics as well ( Read more... )

i don't know what happened today. i do but i do't. i feel bad. this is so incredibly stupid. my mom is watching kids in the hall season one. i don't want to watch it i don't really want to be in here right now, but i'm waiting for people to get on so i guess it's cool. or not. arg, i don't know what the ell to do anymore.

after this grounded thing i'm getting a new journal. so the last entries of this journal will be of me bitching. my new journal will be a friends only journal so ill add my "friends" if you wish to be added then just comment on here and i will make a not of it. i can't garentee that you'll be added but i'll defenitly consider it. not like many ( Read more... )

i guess i can never really have a life seeing as how my mom breathes down my neck twenty four seven. so i was caught. i don't know how she found out but she did and she waited in my room till i got home. and now i'm grounded for two weeks can't do shit, but not like it matters much, i don't do much anyway because she doesn't let me. so i guess she' ( Read more... )

someone please just tell me what the hell is wrong with me. i have friends and then after a short amount of time they just stop calling stop hanging out with me so i see there's something wrong with me. when people pull away i see it as my fault i'm the falure in any reationship, whether it just be a frinedship or relationship. i'm loosing everyone ( Read more... )

Send away for a priceless gift ( Read more... )

so i guess i have this thing on the inside of my knee, it's like a bubble kinda and if it pops my leg swells like a balloon, and he also explained this other problem with my knee or something or other, in everyone's leg there is liquid which is absorbed by all this stuff in your leg and around your knee and the liquid is not being absorbed. so i'm ( Read more... )