that you are better than the hidden boxes of tranquilizers you forgottenly came across tonight.

i love and vow to take better care of you,
honest.

nathan.

i chose to exit the bus from the front doors (although it was slightly crowded). so that i could inform the older lady (who was blind) that she had a very cheerful smile that just made my day.
to which she responded, with that day altering smile, "why, thank you."

in retrospect, as i now reflect.. am i a creep?

nathan.

i wanted to be productive so i came here instead ( Read more... )

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i had something good to say.

nathan.

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feel good movies serve as much too much of a distraction to the distractions that i try and fill my life with. regardless, they always leave me feeling alone. lying in a room as credits roll across a screen, reflecting. always alone. it's now that the thought of someone else, the desire to have shared the time just passed.. it leaves me grasping at ( Read more... )

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the computers on the floor i was on just reloaded (i knew this was the case at 4 am on thursday mornings, absentmindedness is to blame). i frantically tried to save my work (in the 10 seconds before reload warning it provides you with) but to no avail. subsequently i just lost a lot of work. not ALL my work, but a good 2 hours of it. i was so ( Read more... )

bananas, bounty, espresso, and red bull.

oh, and H2O and almonds.

body give me 17 hours more, please.

nathan.