this is what luara wanted me to write about our time together this last week and a half ...

*nothing*

butttttt this is what i wanted to write

i love you ... the ups and downs are really hard ... lets keep it level and we will be alrught ... mwa ill see you as soon as i kick ian in the balls and run off with you ....

ARRRGGGG!!!! wtf?!?! am i going to do ...

i need to get something to punch more often ... i swear ...

man talk abotu a rollercoaster FUCK hahaha .... yea well finally the ride has end'd and me and L got our shit together. im going to try adn bring her down this weekend but i dont know when i cna take her home i just might keep her down here for good ... hope she packs enough hahah ... man i need a new bed set....

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her mom asked if i came up to see her "because she cried to me" i said i was just on my way north anyway and wanted to surprise her ..... i wonder what she would think if she really knew why im always there ?

I finally got the balls to tell her everything how deep i feel for her and how crazy i act when i think i might lose her. its hard for us to be very open because we both like to give off the "hard" impression. so to open up enough to show another person that side is truly something great. i love you babe. and ill be here for you no matter what. im ( Read more... )

odd the people with the name i would of used are both ... well kinda lame ... ones a harvard guy ... the other a bible thumper in mass. ... creepy maybe i should get a cool new nickname ... and for sure not the one L likes to give me ...

HAHHAAH awwww shit ... yea it's been one month ... the hardest part is almost over hahah ... wait is it? man i dont know how realationships work as far as that ... maybe its a tri-mester?...anyway yea i didnt want to make a deal about it.. was hopen she would 'member haha and she did all on her own... thanks babe for making this month one of the ( Read more... )

anyway I finally get paid today... arggg this better be a nice check.. i need to get soem more stuff for the car and i want to get another bedroom set before i take over the house. I think these hours are starting to get to me. from 3-11 on night adn the next day from 8 to 6 ... arggg oh well .. hopefully when i start school again i live off my ( Read more... )

Im forced to leave...when I don't want to...I love every moment im with her...No matter how much time/gas/money it will take me I know im going to try and spend as much time as possible. I don't know if she reads this ... oh well ... i love you babe and thanks for the best sleep iv ehad in long time ... ill write more in the morn ... deuce