I have tried everything i could to make him happy and i thought everything was going good i thought he had changed except for the fact that he gets angry over nothing. I dont talk to my ex's at all or even the guy friends i used to have out of respect for him because he asked me not to. so i did that no big deal. well i only ask him not to talk ( Read more... )

so i thought josh breaking up with me was the worst of all my problems but no when it rains it pours. Following the break up i found out that each dr visit is going to cost $55 and they want me to go 3 times a week no way i can afford that, then the next morning on the interstate a rock or something flew out of no where and cracked my windshield, ( Read more... )

I guess I pretty much deserve this I let it happen to me again and the sad part is I would do it again. I told myself dont go back and I did thinking it would be different. It really hurts to love someone so much and be happy and then it gets taken away. What irritates me the most is that it was through a text. Ill be ok I was before it will take ( Read more... )

So i pretty much get my hopes up on everything. My birthday which was the 14 wasnt at all what i was hoping for. It felt good to see my family but it wasnt the same without my grandma.My mom took me out to eat and i got cake and ice cream shoved in my face. I hope she is doing ok. I love her and miss her so much. I had to work and had class on my ( Read more... )

its been a little over 5 months since my grandma died. i miss her so much. i would give anything just to see her again for 5 min. I try to eat at night before i go to bed because i herd that if you eat before you sleep you will dream, and try to dream bout her because when i dream about it its like it really happened. it helps to ease the pain. ( Read more... )

so right now everything in life sucks. My grandmas cancer is back and the doctors cant do anything about it so she is going to die. Its so sad to go see her because she is in so much pain. she cant do anything. she cant get up and walk or go to the bathroom on her own. she sits in a chair all day moaning because not even her pain medicine can help ( Read more... )