I'm sure perspective is not what you're looking for, as it sounds like you've already got too much of it, but you prompt me, so if you'll excuse me for a moment!
Cliched as this sounds, I never really could see what my future could be until I met Julie. It isn't so much the finding and marrying someone, though that gives you impetus to plan, but rather other events that transpired since then: Getting a kick-ass job and being able to buy a freaking house. Strangely, though I'm more stable in these two things than anybody else I know, they don't really help me feel secure.
Funny thing for me is that now that I have a future I can see, I have a couple of problems with it: 1) I'm not entirely sure its the one I really wanted to shoot for, but I feel stuck in it; And 2) I'm now afraid of losing it.
But, yes, this new situation feels a hell of a lot better than the feeling of doom and despair I felt before
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Cliched as this sounds, I never really could see what my future could be until I met Julie. It isn't so much the finding and marrying someone, though that gives you impetus to plan, but rather other events that transpired since then: Getting a kick-ass job and being able to buy a freaking house. Strangely, though I'm more stable in these two things than anybody else I know, they don't really help me feel secure.
Funny thing for me is that now that I have a future I can see, I have a couple of problems with it: 1) I'm not entirely sure its the one I really wanted to shoot for, but I feel stuck in it; And 2) I'm now afraid of losing it.
But, yes, this new situation feels a hell of a lot better than the feeling of doom and despair I felt before ( ... )
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