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[creamsiclechica]

Ah livejournal, we meet again. Next week is my first appointment with the OB/GYN to start the fertility testing and treatments. Since Matt left, things have just been a disaster with it. June 6th I went to the emergency room because I had been in extreme pain for two weeks. I knew a cyst had burst, I just know what it feels like by now. I didn

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[creamsiclechica]

Oh Jenn, I read your posts too about the test. I definitelly feel it's good to mention. My sister said some of the outcomes of those tests can be inaccurate and not fully telling of the ability to conceive. She said it can be a simple hormonal imbalance that month, which can vary, depending on different month to month variations. She went to school for Pharmacy so I trust her. I hope it turns out to be nothing for you, I really really do. I know how much you'd like another baby. Keep me updated on what they say Tuesday!
I thank you for listening and for hoping and praying with me. And I wish you could be here too! I feel like once I start going through the process, this grief and fear will subside a little and things will be a little better. Matt stays so positive, so it helps me try and focus on the good rather than the bad. Hopefully, I'll have a GOOD update about this in the coming weeks. Thanks for crossing your fingers for me though!! xoxoxo