i'm falling in... with... just as she's falling out. seeming to lose interest, walk on eggshells when she's around me, laugh less at the way i flirt with her, and feels very distant, almost regretfully going in opposite directions, just watching each other, helpless, as we drift apart. i had it again and i want it back. i desperately want it ( Read more... )

finally seeing a therapist again. in and out of therapy for 5 years... i just wish i could figure me out.

lately my "best friend" has had either nothing to say to me at all or just critisizes the hell out of me for one thing or another. some friend. i'm sick of this shit and i'm done dealing with it ( Read more... )

i love Suzi. i love her so much. everything about her feels so right to me. it's amazing. we'll see how things go, but we'll definitely be best friends for a long, long time... it would be nice if i got to wake up next to my best friend for, oh, the rest of my life, too ;)

i hit an 18-foot drop tonight on my bike and stuck it. how do ya like them fuckin apples?

we are not over. taking a break, but not over. :)

i got to hang out with Suzi tonight :) i honestly don't think i've had a better time hanging out with anyone this summer than i did over the course of a short evening with her. i honestly hope that we're just at the beginning of a life-long friendship. very exciting and very special :)

the stoke is high ( Read more... )

why the fuck am i so miserable ( Read more... )

i think bell bottoms for dudes need to be brought back. wait, no i don't.