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i cant be...this is not happening..yea i might have admited it...but i dont want it to be true....i told myself not to let this happen....why!!....i cant do this again, last time i was hurt so bad..and this time it is different but i still will get hurt...for all the obvious reasons....i cant keep doing this...its been killing me all weekend...i ( Read more... )

today was good...i went out with my mommy...bought some clothes and books....then got really bored and started thinking about ebonii and how i fucked up things with me and her...then nene's like hey come to the mall with me so i'm like ok....we go back to her house...walk up to colesville instead, meet up with brett..and we see beau!!......yay, hes ( Read more... )

well, i was upset that break was over..but i had another one.....last weekend..was....funnnn....this week...was dramatic....but funnnnn....i'm horny....and tired...but more horny....and a little confused...but thats ok...it comes with the funnnn....no i am not drunk.....not for two years!..my little mexican is coming back!!...i'm sooo happy.....

Well, its the end of break. Tear. I guess i'm looking forword to going back to school. my break was interesting. i saw a lot of people, some people i really didnt want to see, and others i would have liked to of seen more. i was lectured, i was teased, i was asked questions by cops, i was wasted, and i was happy. many good things happend, a ( Read more... )

i just had the most terrifying shower of my 15 years of living....i was in the shower right, and i look up to the left...and there it was, this big black spider just chillin on the ceiling..so i'm like SHITTTTT!!!!..and no ones home to kill it for me. And i'm in there freeking out, shampoo still in my hair. So i tell my self, rinse my hair dont ( Read more... )

i'm having an interesting break.....friday i was bored out of my mind.....saturday i was bored till about 7 ish..then meg and i and a hole bunch of other people went bowling..where we ran into kelly...oh wasnt that fun..NOT...then sunday meg and i went to see how little beau is..i think he was happy to see us...i'm gonna miss him at school....then ( Read more... )

How interest has my life been you ask?? O boy, let me tell you!!!...well last weekend...or two weekends ago..whatever..i went bowling with Meg, Tony, Devy, and Sam....well, i wont go into details..you wanna know, ask!!....so then moday happend....man was i drunk....one of my many mistakes which i will NEVER do again...in school..haha...and on ( Read more... )

Boy oh boy am i frustrated....

Last night I was going through a lot of pictures of last year, and a lot of poems...and i was thinking a lot about the past..and everyone knows that when i think about the past, its not good...but this time it was different....i actually missed it...and theres no way i would want to change it....and then it hit me...i have a great life...yea, its ( Read more... )