Well the time has come, which always comes at the end of a college semester, FIANLS. I have started to study for them today and everytime I think about it I go crazy knowing how good I have to do on them. I really hope that things go well and I can stay at UTSA ( Read more... )

This is probably the most stupid thing that I can ever do, come back to lj and write pointless entries. It was nice have somewhere to write down my thought and what was going on in my life. Another semester has gone by and it is sad to say that I might be getting kicked out of school. My grades have not been up to par with the University's ( Read more... )

Okay I have seem to noticed that I always manage to find my way back to LJ and update. Although I think it is pointless, it makes me feel some what better after expressing my thoughts. My summer has been going pretty good so far, yesterday was the first night that I stayed home since I had been back from San Antonio. Summer school has started and ( Read more... )

Hey whats up everyone? Well as for me just here at school waiting for class to start again. I am so tired and once again I dont feel to good. My head is killing me and my body just aches for some reason. I am coming down to El Paso this weekend, I levae on Friday and get back on Sunday. Hopefully that should be a nice little visit. School is ( Read more... )

So I am here at school waiting for next class to start and so I thought that maybe I should update my LJ. Anyways so much crap has been going on that it sucks big time. Me and this certain someone have not been doing to good andit really hurts big time inside. I love her so much and she does even seem to notice that. That hurts the most!! I don't ( Read more... )

Another sad time has just entered my life. I feel like a thousand knives are going through my body right now, I feel like I have abandond this person I miss so much. I really hate seeing what seems to be the most upsetting face everytime I leave. It really hurts me deep down inside and I wish that I could change it. I am back here in San Antonio ( Read more... )

I started to read my friends LJ entries, and I started to realize that I dont ever think everyone of my friends can be all happy at the same exact time period. Some crazy bullshit is always going on. I wish in a weird selfless way that everyone of my friends could just all be happy at one point and forget about all the stupid drama in there life. I ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

well what can i say other then i am excited about christmas being on saturday. i really hope that everyone enjoys there holidays and the time they get to spend with there fanily. we really should be grateful and thankful that we are fortunate to have family and friends to spend our holidays with. today at wal mart i was over hearing someones ( Read more... )

i have come to realize that life is the most beautiful thing there is. you can have so many other things that could come close or even are equal to it, but when it all boils down life tops it off. i had just encounter a serious situation that could of changed my life and everyones around it. sometimes i wonder why things happen the way they do, ( Read more... )