omg so it's my b-day today (actually, yesterdsay,) and this guy asked if i was pregnant. lol that is so depressing, like, kill me now! happy birthday, you have a fat fucking gut that makes you look pregnant! yayyyy!! so we wanted to go to the hodder, but robyn's car broke down on the middle of fort william road. so that sucks. CAA came for them, ( Read more... )

So I am having extremely weird and detailed (and long!) dreams lately. Yesterday afternoon I dreamt that I was in a park playing Yoshi's Island for Super Nintendo (?) but I was playing it with a Guitar Hero guitar controller. Anyways I was doing this while swinging on the swings, and I heard someone call my name, but I was also listening to ( Read more... )

Ughhhhhh my dad is so friggin IRRITATING. He just called to tell me he has to pick me up later because he has "something to tell me." I HATE HATE HATE when people say something like that, and don't tell you on the spot. I asked what it was about ten times, but he just said, "he'll tell me later" and "don't say anything to anybody." This drives me ( Read more... )

does anyone even use this thing anymore?? probably not. i wouldn't either if i wasn't so damn frustrated. my dad's side of the family is driving me crazy. not one day goes by without a conversation about how fat i am. everyday i hear "you should be drinking water instead!" or "you don't need that cookie!" or "you should walk the dog!" or "you ( Read more... )

me and nicole are horrible. both of us constantly complain about not being able to find a good guy who treats us well and also happens to be good looking. now we both have that and don't want it!! i don't know why i don't particularly like my guy...he's really into me. he's very stereotypically "hot," tall, very preppy, dresses very well, is a ( Read more... )

Nicole's dad died about an hour and a half ago. They thought he was going to make it, but he didn't. This is so sad, I can't imagine losing one of my parents to suicide. How could he leave behind his two beautiful daughters?? I don't blame him, but it's hard to understand ( Read more... )

Yesterday Nicole called me and said she was at the hospital because her dad was in the ICU, but no one would tell her or her sister why. They didn't find out until much later that he had tried to kill himself yesterday. He drove out somewhere and overdosed on Tylenol and passed out. If the cops hadn't found him he would be dead. I'm not really ( Read more... )

ahahah i'm so irrationally excited. there's this website iamonmtv.com that's basically like the myspace for people on mtv shows who aren't really celebs, but more like reality show contestants...and since i am the #1 a shot at love fan, i thought i'd peruse. and it's so awesome, you can send them messages and shit and, presuming they're not ( Read more... )

The cousin of my best friend from my childhood (Ashley Stewardson) hung himself on Thanksgiving. I haven't seen him in years, but when we were younger we played together quite often, and I had a huge crush on him back in the day. I wish I did know him more recently, because he seems like an amazing person. It's sad that on Thanksgiving, a day where ( Read more... )

My dad is moving to the Dominican Republic at the beginning of October. I'm going to miss him so much, I don't know what I'm going to do. How could he just leave me here? This time it's for real...we had to find homes for all of the cats. I know that once he gets here he won't even think about me. He'll be relaxing at the beach with sexy ladies and ( Read more... )