Today hasent been all thats bad. it started out shitty. But it ended good. I'm working on being a better person and learning from my mistakes. and also being happier. I need to stop being all depressed and shitty. But i'm doing better now ( Read more... )

I guess I should write about my w/e and how Im feeling now. but I can't. This is a "LIVE JOURNAL"... keyword, "LIVE" And thats what sucks kinda. You wanna write for ppl to see...but theres always some other ppl who you dont want to read it. So this is pretty much a "what did you do this w/e, update" But i'll still write what I can ( Read more... )

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame ( Read more... )

I'm here at Justin's house about to leave for the dance. I looked so funny. I've done a complete 360 from how I looked last years. Its tight. But uh this song definately kicks your mother's ass. so message to all... " fuck you...and kiss my ass"

Tonight was pretty fuckin' insane. Somehow I went from shopping for the dance and katie shopping for Bday presents and her b/f a V day stuff. (fuck y'all and your "happy Vday" i hate all of you) Then I found myself In Charlestown IN? at a N.A. meeting? It was actually pretty cool. I felt like I was in fight club...going to all the support groups ( Read more... )

I think i'll be okay now. This weekend is much needed. I'm gonna have so much fun going to the danve and shopping with Katie and uhh. Sunday is mine and Jaclyn's "one year anniversary of not dating" hahah. its funny. It gonna be awesome though. I just need alot of my friends right now. To help me get through everything and be there for me. So my ( Read more... )

Sry about that guys. Had alil bit of a breakdown. I dont love Laura walker. I was just kidding. I got you good you fuckers!!!!! hahaha *shakes eyes* Actually I dont even remember who that girl is. I think it started with a L..la..lau...pff i dont remember.

Mk, all freakin day thiings have been reminding my of Laura. like, freakin' everything. I watched "hook" last night and i thought of her and finding neverland. I'll see muse on tv (one of her favorite bands) and listen to "i'll be here awhile" (our song) theres just alot of things that remind me of her. I cant help it. I was laying in my bed ( Read more... )

I think I should update. I'm sitting here putting iron * wine on to my already cornacopia list of great music... and yeah. Thank God for music. I would die without it. It's always here for me...when im sad, happy, excited, or ne thing. I need it like I need air ( Read more... )

I had such a good day...and its been a fucking awesome weekend so far. Lats night I had matt, Justin, and time and brad over to spend the night and uh...yeah. It was okay...some shit went wrong but it wasnt that bad. So its all good ( Read more... )