It's the strangest thing to me how some people will be in your life for such a short time yet have the biggest impact on your life. The tragedy is that for some reason, these people always seem to disappear with the wind. I try to hold on, but they always slip through my fingers. I guess the lesson is to enjoy the great impact they provided and be ( Read more... )

Been a loooong time since I've been on here, and what's brought me back? The need to vent. I've got let all this emotion out and since my friends are sick of hearing it, I figure I'll burden cyber space with it. I'm officially crazy. I'm in love with someone I shouldn't be and I broke off the friendship because it was making me nuts and turning me ( Read more... )

My friends are NUTS!!! I'd love to go into detail...but you all know how lazy I get. Rest assured, when I feel like gettin it all out, I will. In the meantime, I'm turning 25 in about 2 weeks and I'm not looking forward to it. I'm getting OLD... and, I dunno, I guess I should be more accomplished than I am? I always feel that way though. Also, in ( Read more... )

Apparently, this is what I am. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE being one of the guys. I have GREAT guy friends. But, I have to admit, sometimes I get sad that I never get noticed as a chick. AND..the chick friends I do bring around, I get sick of hearing all my guy friends tell me how hot they are...meanwhile I'm feeling like chopped liver. I know they ( Read more... )

Ok...so..let's see, I moved back to Alb..missed New York, still do. I'm so bad at updates, this is why it's important to keep up with the journal as you go along. Hmm...so, I made a new friend with the guy who lived below Julie. His name is Jeremy (or Dunkel depending). He and I clicked...he's now one of my best friends. About 5 months ago, he ( Read more... )

JEEBUS, it has been a GRIP since I've written in this thing!! First, it started with lack of computer, then, my job, which has me at a computer all day, has LJ blocked...and SOO, SOO, SOO much has gone on in life!!! As always, whenever I have an LJ hiatus, I like to kind of scan back and give an uberlong update...but omg, this one is gonna be a ( Read more... )

I know it's been a long ass time since I've updated. Things have been crazy... I don't even know where I left off. I moved back to New Mexico about a month ago. I'm happy to be back and to have a car again, sometimes I miss New York. I've made out with 2 guys since I've been back...both times I was drunk. Both guys are great guys, but it just felt ( Read more... )

I've got SOOO much to tell!! And no desire to type it out...but let's just say that my vacation has been fucking AWESOME!! My trip to Denver with Brandi was, well, INTERESTING to say the least. Right now I'm in the Chicago airport waiting for my flight back home... in a day or two I'll be sure to come and update the rest of my month long vacation.

So let me back up and get to Louisiana ( Read more... )

Ok, I know I said I'd post about Louisiana, and I will..next post, promise... right now ( Read more... )