i need answers, i need something to make sense. nothings making sense, i dont know what to do, i feel like im going to cry because my head is being so not logical and i have never been this clueless, this stressed, this .. stuck .. on a GUY .. EVERand as the subject says, i dont care .. i dont care .. i dont care. whoever the fuck reads this that ( Read more... )

i decided to do this becauseee no one reads this shit anyway.

THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME REALLY HAPPY:
bright eyes.good music.amazing lyrics.hugs.feeling wanted.feeling special.appy.getting phone calls.getting text messages.my FIT class.art.compliments on an assortment of things [and for someone to exaggerate the greatness of something i create art- ( Read more... )

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I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED ( Read more... )

i took my pen today and just ran with an idea. this is what happened ..

[please, comment, and tell me what you thought - be brutally honest .. k ?]

[ahem ..]

WHEN EVERYONE STOPS WORKING AND SILENCE PUSHES TO THE WALLS ( Read more... )

1. Find your birth month in the cut and put it in an entry.
2. Italicize anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the BEST that apply to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a journal cut for someone else to do.

MINE IS LOCATED HERE:
[the unbolded, un-italicized parts are because it's true but not all the time]

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. ( Read more... )

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- meep -

i am begining to not stand the people who get wasted to keep themselves amused. it's NOT cute, it's NOT cool, and it DOESN'T make you look like a rebel or a better person.
it makes you look like a drunk.
like an alcoholic.
like a person waiting to be used, like a person desperate to fit in.
like an asshole.

Tomorrow and tomorrow and ( Read more... )

so last night sucked. lets put it that way ( Read more... )

soo .. yeah ( Read more... )