dont apologize, i hope you choke and die
- meep -
i am begining to not stand the people who get wasted to keep themselves amused. it's NOT cute, it's NOT cool, and it DOESN'T make you look like a rebel or a better person.
it makes you look like a drunk.
like an alcoholic.
like a person waiting to be used, like a person desperate to fit in.
like an asshole.
Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of this recorded time,
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.
[ Shakespeare was the man ! <33 ]
teehee.
APPARENTLY .. steve reads this. tra la la steve you are probably reading this right now. but it's ok. i'll make it friends only to spite you - smile - mwahaha.
but i find it really cool, the things that me and steve can talk about when we can actually .. find .. things to talk about. haha. i like his method of just saying like .. 'yeah' or whatever it is he says inbetween like every 3 sentences i say. cause by just kinda talking out loud about certain things helpes me realize a lot. i'm rambling or repeating myself or something.
one thing i'll never understand is why i need decisions to be like .. made for me. like im not sure if i wanna do something or not until the suggestion is made .. and then wether i say yes or no right there, on the spot, is usually what i end up doing. and when i cant make a decision on the spot, whatever the person insists on more is what i end up doing. and if i hesitate too much, that's when i realize i really don't want to do whatever it is. THATS WITH EVERY SITUATION .. it's just how i work.
and i wanted to say something .. about what we had spoken about which i just found amazingly cool that we just spoke about [no NOT my toothbrush habbits] so openly ish .. but i'm not going to. no need to i guess.
me and sara <3 lindsey lohan.
does that make us freaks ? - smile -
[yesterday]
here's the situation: i am sitting in art, 3rd period, with erica and becky. there's a sub. i have paper and a pen. i am drawing hitler, stick figure simone-style, with hitler <3s to mambo written on it .. and then i drew him raping a little boy.
becky: simone, you're so .... unhinged.
that's why i <3 becky a lot.
azure ray is gorgeous music.
i'm outtie.
i am begining to not stand the people who get wasted to keep themselves amused. it's NOT cute, it's NOT cool, and it DOESN'T make you look like a rebel or a better person.
it makes you look like a drunk.
like an alcoholic.
like a person waiting to be used, like a person desperate to fit in.
like an asshole.
Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of this recorded time,
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.
[ Shakespeare was the man ! <33 ]
teehee.
APPARENTLY .. steve reads this. tra la la steve you are probably reading this right now. but it's ok. i'll make it friends only to spite you - smile - mwahaha.
but i find it really cool, the things that me and steve can talk about when we can actually .. find .. things to talk about. haha. i like his method of just saying like .. 'yeah' or whatever it is he says inbetween like every 3 sentences i say. cause by just kinda talking out loud about certain things helpes me realize a lot. i'm rambling or repeating myself or something.
one thing i'll never understand is why i need decisions to be like .. made for me. like im not sure if i wanna do something or not until the suggestion is made .. and then wether i say yes or no right there, on the spot, is usually what i end up doing. and when i cant make a decision on the spot, whatever the person insists on more is what i end up doing. and if i hesitate too much, that's when i realize i really don't want to do whatever it is. THATS WITH EVERY SITUATION .. it's just how i work.
and i wanted to say something .. about what we had spoken about which i just found amazingly cool that we just spoke about [no NOT my toothbrush habbits] so openly ish .. but i'm not going to. no need to i guess.
me and sara <3 lindsey lohan.
does that make us freaks ? - smile -
[yesterday]
here's the situation: i am sitting in art, 3rd period, with erica and becky. there's a sub. i have paper and a pen. i am drawing hitler, stick figure simone-style, with hitler <3s to mambo written on it .. and then i drew him raping a little boy.
becky: simone, you're so .... unhinged.
that's why i <3 becky a lot.
azure ray is gorgeous music.
i'm outtie.