I don't understand myself that much anymore. I have everything planned out for my future. SATs and ACTs, maybe THEA. I have the opportunity to finally move into a new house here soon. I just can't understand why I feel disgusted physically. I feel the need to let this out on a more private blog than my myspace. For being a small-boned person who is ( Read more... )

I know I may not be the best blogger in the world. I also know I tend not to post as much as I did in the past. I feel like I've moved up. There's this feeling of maturity that's brought me to another place in my life. I'm not perfect and I'm definitely not the brightest cookie in the jar but, I finally feel like I've hit a small, maybe tiny, ( Read more... )

Hah! Sorry, but that show just came on and the theme song is a fucking addiction. You listen to it once and you're like hooked. I think it's called Tele-drug ( Read more... )

My LJ.... My dearest sweet LJ... I feel ashamed of not posting on here for awhile. I've been abusive and I take full responsibility for it. MySpace has began to cheat on me too. It came around and bit me right in the ass. Now, all I see is myself always becoming booted off in the evening hours. Bitch muffin.

To sum up what has happened in the last ( Read more... )

Haha. It's coldy outside but, I feel like it's actually colder inside that it is out. Anyhow. I have nothing better to do than to just sit on my bon bon and pretend to be doing something that is actually constructive. Unfortunately, I've done everything in the book from cleaning to sleeping to staring at the wall. Daydreaming. There is nothing to ( Read more... )

Grrr. I'm mad at MySpace. It won't let me on. Damn fags.

It's freezing outside!

My butt has frozen!

I don't want to have to play Barbies with Brooklyn!

Ha! I feel like I'm cheating on my LJ with MySpace. It's so sad.

I want money. I want to go somewhere. I want to sleep. I want some Taco Bell. I went to watch what I want on television. I want to go home. I want to go shopping. I want to go pee. I want some Cheetos. I want you.

(laughs) I got sick this morning. I have one weak stomach, especially ( Read more... )

Awww. I feel so bad. I've left this journal out of my personal life for over five days now. Slap me. I must be slapped. I feel horrible but may I say to this journal, "You are looking quite gorgeous today in your sexy layout." (laughs) Gosh. That was so horny.

Okay! So, Friday we spent the whole day shopping till we dropped. I'm not lying. My arms ( Read more... )

It seems that I am getting paid after all....just not in full amount. I mean, I only get money for last week but next week I will get money for both weeks. With the money left over from this week, I'll have about $150 by next weekend. Mhmm. I plan to keep it. I've realized so much to being an adult. It's not as easy as it looks. I mean, before you ( Read more... )

This is like fricking ghetto. Sorry, I let that one out on accident. So anyways, I'm still waiting to get paid but for the moment, I'm sitting at the computer at the crack of dawn (at least for me it seems) doing my daily routine. Sorry about yesterday to all who tried to IM me. I fell asleep at 4:30pm and didn't wake up till 9pm. Yea. Alot of ( Read more... )