• to help people
• to love myself
• to make music again
• to cook again
• to stop putting off my happiness

...oh.

oh to empty my head onto paper...
or a computer screen...

no sleep.

noo sleeeep makes me craaaazyyyyy....

aside from the fact that i have not gotten anything productive done, i have spent the majority of my money, and i am currently rather nocturnal, i feel more alive in the past week or two than i have in a long time. even in the midst of a lot of crud..

that is a good feeling.

this not-sleeping thing is ( Read more... )

swim

you keep telling me i'm beautiful ( Read more... )

give me a reason to stay...

give me a reason besides your fear of me leaving.
give me a reason besides not being able to do it without me.
i don't want to be anyone's medicine.
i want to be someone's friend,
someone's fairy,
someone's hand to hold,
i want someone's kiss that means "i don't need you, but i love you, and i want you.."

she's looking through a tinted window ( Read more... )

carving this paper heart
into a million paper words
falling around you
like rain
like breath;
looking around
for a reason
to stay in this room
full of rain
cut from a heart
a maybe
a might have
a cannot;
and outside,
a piece of yourself
in my eyes.

I'm pulling on this string, through a hole in this wall.

So strange;

it seems to get shorter

The more I pull,

Like I am watching from the other side

As the string becomes less and less of itself,

As I'm pulling,

pulling;

watching myself.

this is what i do with blogs ( Read more... )