Dear friends,

Due to unforseen circumstances (aka there are spies everywhere!) I am making this journal friends only after this. This doesn't affect most of you but Lesia and Chrystia-if this isn't incentive for you to start your own...I don't know what is.

<3
Natalie "So Kill Me, I'm Only Speaking My Mind" H.

Awesome weekend visiting Alina at Fairfield. I definitely should be in college, not suffering through another year of high school. We partied like champs in our homemade tee-shirts and spent more money on cab service than anything else ( Read more... )

What a hectic week ( Read more... )

The weather has changed resolutely into fall and I have fallen back on my familiar autumnal mood of contemplation and depression over my love life? I've always felt empty this time of year and I have no good explanation why it happens in the fall. But it just hits you hard and you sink and wonder how you fell ( Read more... )

Hi, my name is Natalie. It's been 9 days since my last drink. Eek ( Read more... )

So murder me...I actually got into field day. I screamed, I jumped, I cheered on the blue team, I paraded around with Braveheart-like face paint and with ribbons (Gasp!) in my hair. But ya know what? I actually had a decent time. Being a senior does wierd things to your brain and you actually wind up being slightly elated by the senior song. What ( Read more... )

The Perks of Being a Senior (Ones That I Actually Benefit From, Not Just Things They Say That Have No Effect On Me Whatsoever ( Read more... )

Orientation tomorrow and 3 billion things to do before I go ( Read more... )

I came home and I quit. These last two weeks have been so ridiculously euphoric that coming down off of this cloud 9 is such a kick in the ass. I bonded with such a random but mothafuckin' amazing group of people and I miss them all incredibly. I love the feeling of running around like the stuid children we are and doing crazy things and not giving ( Read more... )

I'm too tired. Let's do a word collage of the past week ( Read more... )