my anxiety is coming back. i can feel it. im so on edge and i have this lump in my chest where im like effortless anxious. my mom said im not loosing my mind, which i feel on edge about, she says my mind is running wild and im letting it get the best of me. kinda scarey considering the fact that i have ocd and i OBSESS over things ( Read more... )

I feel like i have an usual amount of anger recently. its like the past couple years ive been hurt so much that my goal is to hurt other people. every day i pray that i will be something better and not to be a total cunt but that never works out ( Read more... )

there is  nothing like having all the windows and blinds open on a beautiful spring day with some mellow music on. listening to it while you look outside and see the shadows from the trees and you can feel the breeze coming into the room. what a perfect afternoon.

when i have this wonderful feeling again ill probably look back at this very

 recently my step dad has be dianosed with prostate cancer, we arent really close but still, hes basically been like a father to me for as long as i can remember. i have the utmost respect for him.

well my mom and him offically got married last october in case anything happens she could use his benefits and whatever, because they werent ever ( Read more... )

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