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Jul 20, 2007 08:51

Okay, so between the Silent Hill alert and the wounded-and-dead bodies appearing, the Nexus is looking a little perilous these days. Uncle A's jumpy. He thinks I should just stick to the school grounds ( Read more... )

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8th_castellan July 20 2007, 19:23:37 UTC
I feel like breaking bones.

I don't know who anyone involved in this matter is, so it's not like vengence in particular is on my mind.

But I just thought I'd throw that out there.

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courtneycrumrin July 20 2007, 19:29:51 UTC
Uh...hi there!

...does that mean you're in a really bad mood or a really good one?

If I see the guy, I'll let you know, anyway.

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8th_castellan July 20 2007, 19:32:32 UTC
I've been frustrated lately.

I think it would make me feel better.

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courtneycrumrin July 20 2007, 19:39:40 UTC
I think I know where you're coming from. I don't have any bones for you to break right now, but if you want to vent, I'll listen.

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8th_castellan July 20 2007, 19:49:11 UTC
No, you're worried about enough already. And I'm, sadly, not much in the mood for talking. I'd genuinely prefer to hurt someone right now.

I should probably be locking this exchange between you and I, as it's probably going to alarm some, and could very well wind up inviting people to come and 'deal' with me, since I'm speaking of violence and sounding rather monsterous. But I just can't quite bring myself to care.

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courtneycrumrin July 20 2007, 19:58:46 UTC
I'll go back and lock it, if you want. But saying you want to beat the crap out of people isn't the same as actually doing it, no matter who you are. And I started it, anyway.

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8th_castellan July 20 2007, 20:14:51 UTC
People are always watching and waiting for me to slip up, Courtney. Waiting for when I have to be destroyed or locked up too, just like all the others. And in the meantime, I have to put in so much energy sometimes just to pretend I'm a human like you.

I feel like I've lost something important in keeping up that charade. Ever since that whole thing with being locked up, something's undone and things aren't connecting anymore. I'm not connected anymore. Not to Hippolyta, not to you, or my other friends, or my mind or thoughts or emotions...to reality even.

I can't feel.

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8th_castellan July 20 2007, 20:43:35 UTC
Nevermind, forget I said anything. This is stupid; you're worried about a friend who's apparently been hurt horribly and I'm here talking about supposed problems of mine that even I don't get.

I'll figure something out. In the meantime, I'm going for a walk. Buonas tardes, Señorita Crumrin.

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courtneycrumrin July 20 2007, 21:08:19 UTC
Wait! Ramon? If you're still there...?

After what Templeton did to me, I felt kind of like that. It was like outside me people were moving on and I wasn't. Like there were all these walls? And I didn't know how to break them. Like the only way I could communicate with anyone or get anyone's attention was to hurt them, or break something near them, or hurt myself ( ... )

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*Locked to Courtney like WHOA* h_hollister July 20 2007, 23:58:46 UTC
Y....eah. He knows it up in his head. It's getting through emotionally that's the hard part.

Sorry about that, Courtney. I'm trying.

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Re: *Locked back to Hips* courtneycrumrin July 21 2007, 00:25:31 UTC
Well...I told him he could vent. Honestly, I think he's handled all the crap that's happened to him as well as anyone could be expected to.

Are you okay?

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*Locked* h_hollister July 21 2007, 00:27:33 UTC
Meh?

It's been...not fun since I got back. I'm sorta at my wits' end. And since I lack a lot of wits to begin with, I'm in trouble.

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Re: *Locked* courtneycrumrin July 21 2007, 00:35:58 UTC
I'm sorry. I didn't even realize. I've been wrapped up in projects and stuff.

I guess Ramon doesn't seem like the kind of guy you can just say 'Honey, I think we need counseling' to, otherwise I'd suggest that. If it would help, I could come visit, or you guys could come here sometime.

((Off to dinner, bbl))

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Re: *Locked* h_hollister July 21 2007, 00:40:47 UTC
I've suggested it. His attitude seems to be, "Who on EARTH would be able to help me? After all I've been through?"

Sad thing is, he's got a point. Ain't nobody out there with a degree in what Las Plagas does to your noggin or your bod. I just don't know.

It'll get better. Soon, hopefully. Big hugs for you, kiddo, and stay safe.

((Have a good dinner!))

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Re: *Locked* courtneycrumrin July 21 2007, 02:41:38 UTC
Yeah...that's hard logic to argue with. I don't know, either.

I know I say this a lot, but if there's anything I can do, let me know. And you take care, too.

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