I honestly sat down in my shower , and balled my eyes out for an hour straight ( Read more... )

So everything happened for the best in the end.
He came over tonight (midnight) and brought me my fav iced coffee just how I like it , from my fav place ever , Dunkin Donuts. <3 ( Read more... )

Courtney got stomped on/hurt by yet another guy.
I'm so sick of it.

cried tonight. sucked.
didnt have anyone to talk to about it. :'(
me and the best friend got into a little arguement. but it seems like she can live without me anyway.

this is great. :'(
some fucking summer huh?

I'll catch you up on the past couple of days ( Read more... )

This is the first night I've cried in a long time.
My friends don't want me to be happy I guess.
I have to stop dating him because they are mad at me.
This is why I am always so afraid of being happy , because I know something/someone will fuck it up.

perfect.

So today , I went to a pool party with a bunch of my dad's friends and all the little kids. It was wicked boring , and I was tired , so I just went inside and and took a 4 hour nap. haha ( Read more... )

Yesterday , I came back to Lowell , then went to the mall with Angie and Elias ( Read more... )

So work wasn't that bad tonight. I didn't mess up for once or get yelled at ( Read more... )

So many things are running through my head right now ( Read more... )

Not a good day/night.