Wow. Here I am..far away from 2005...so many mistakes and regrets away from 2005....only maintaining a friendship with one of my three best friends at the time. I've moved on from Arby's, I've moved past my relationship from 2005, I've moved on from my ties to my first love. I've been in a serious 100 percent committed relationship for almost four ( Read more... )

( Parnell Rocks My World )

So I went and visited Ty up at 7-11 and he told me that he's seriously thinking about moving to Florida this summer. There's a school that he really wants to go to down there. Wow. That's like not that far away. The whole what if he's the one and my stupidity lost him is kind of scary. Seriously I don't know what I would do if he did move. I don't ( Read more... )

Okay, wow. I just want to say that I'd like to take a little responsibility in this one. Back in the Brett days, I gave some advice, prolly the only advice that I ever regret giving. This advice lead to the monster of a person that creates all of the drama in this small group of friends. I said that sometimes you just have to say fuck you to ( Read more... )

Dude, what am I doing. I seriously need to get over it. I need to figure out what I want. I need to get past things that I know will never happen. I need to see the great things I have right in front of me, before it's too late and I lose them. I need to stop saying I need and just do it. Seriously. I've been trying so hard to keep my mind off of ( Read more... )

It's been a really rough time for me lately. Things have been crazy. I've come to the conclusion that now is the time for me to say fuck you to a few people and just go on with my life. I was at this point where I just kind of lost focus. I lost track of what I wanted and where I was going. I'm trying to get back to that point. I need to be back to ( Read more... )

Lol, I love that so many of my entries start out with I don't like people. To the few people out there that have been worrying about me, I'm gonna be ok. I always end up being ok. I just have to have my depressive time and then move on. Yea, I'm hurt right now. I'm hurt that people can't just be honest. I think that I'm a pretty understanding ( Read more... )

I seriously don't like people. I really don't like people that are so blind they can't see the fault they have in things. I hate when people don't have the balls to tell it like it is. I hate when people lead other people on. I hate when I ruin things, wait that's all the time. I hate that I always believe everything happens for a reason. i hate ( Read more... )

I got a small bit of reassurance last night. :) That makes me happy. It's just too bad that I went to bed early. oh well, it happens. One step at a time. Ty called me today. He didn't leave a message or anything. But, I'm unsure of what to do yet. I'll see him in the morning when I stop to get coffee before work. It's sure to be a long day tomorrow

Life has been really crazy for me lately. Things were kind of going slowly downhill for me and Tyrone for a month or so. We got to the point that we didn't really have much time for each other anymore. And he didn't really seem to care at all. I'm not saying that I need to see someone everyday, but I'd like to see my serious boyfriend more than ( Read more... )