The Hours

[cosmic_medusa]

"I remember one morning getting up at dawn, there was such a sense of possibility. You know, that feeling? And I remember thinking to myself this is the beginning of happiness. This is where it starts. And of course there will always be more." -- The Hours

“Winchester! Your brother’s here!” Jay hollered across the garage.

“Send him by!” Dean

Comments

[malcolm_doyle]

No matter how much this fic breaks my heart, I love it an infinite amount. I'm glad we got to see this incident but it hurts so damn much! I loved that all the events were intercut with Sam as a baby, that was a great choice. Lovely work, so painful but still so great.

[cosmic_medusa]

Aw, thank you so much! I'm terrible sometimes, I know...what is it about us fans that make us love angst? As dark as my fics can be, there's always a happy ending! Promise. :)

[mentholpixie]

Oh my God, YAY! I've been waiting for this installment for, like, forever! And you sure know how to make things worth the wait, don't you?

This is just... words fail me. This is just all the awesome hurt Sam and all the brilliant big brother Dean, and those flashbacks!

"I won't let anything hurt your head." - Gah! What are you doing to me?

This is heartbreaking. I can't even explain how much I CANNOT wait for more!

(I'm sorry if this is rambly and lacks sense. I'm just so excited!)

[cosmic_medusa]

THANK YOU!

I kept refreshing last night, wondering 'what's Pixie gonna think???? Hope she likes....I know she's been waiting!!!!'

This installment is def yours, doll!!!!! I'll never live up to the gut-wrenching of 'Fade,' 'This Missing,' or 'Other People Stop Looking,' but it sure as hell is fun to try! :D

[jackien1968]

*heartclench* Oh I hope this isn't a one-shot. I neeeeed to know Sammy is ok!!

<3
Jackie

[cosmic_medusa]

Nope, not a one-shot! This is a little longer, b/c a lot happens. Thank you for reading! <3

[jackien1968]

Oh my goodness, it's a whole huge 'verse. Must read all as soon as I possibly can.

<3
Jackie

[syllysyl]

You just...broke my heart into a million pieces. I absolutely love this 'verse!

[cosmic_medusa]

I like breaking hearts! I always put them back in order by the end. :) Thank you!

[nickitynackity]

So, I am the worst commenter ever. I don't know if I've ever even left comments on any of your other stories, though they are without doubt, some of my absolute favorites. But I have to admit I stalk your journal almost every day to see if you've posted something new.
This verse is so perfect. It fills my need for limp Sam and awesome big bro Dean. It is the ONLY verse I have read that I actually like Dean/Cas.
I miss the time when you posted more frequently, but am so glad you are still able to post at all! Thanks for writing such an engaging verse!!

[cosmic_medusa]

No worries! I think you've commented before...that, or someone else with that same icon has, haha. I love reviews as much as any LJ writer, but I also love that people read and enjoy my work much more, and I understand not reviewing everything because I'm guilty of that myself. Thank you for taking the time to read, and I'm glad you like the Dean/Cas: I'm actually not a Destiel shipper at heart, but I love the dynamics of Team Free Will and I wanted the present here. <3