Tonight two great ships will pull back to their ports ( Read more... )

Once upon a time,I cringe and grimace and laugh and snort at everything written here, but I slip into wonder of where my sense of passion went. Before, I could go for pages about the most mundane bullshit and actually mean everything I wrote -- now, it's a fill-in-the-blank ad-lib in order to fulfill some obligatory status post that is try-hard, ( Read more... )

A reminder of what I was, a continuation of what I am. Ten+ years in the making, busted lungs and liver and maybe some soul burn, but here I am, still the same fucking girl.

Well, not really. I'll still bury this along with the other skeletons.

it's a disappointment that i haven't had any feelings worth recording until now, as if i really had become this shell of a person allowed to wisp through a lifespan eating-shitting-working-sleeping, erecting no monument to my existence save for a passing remark to someone and notching the days on an imaginary wall until the day i finally decide to ( Read more... )

hey, I have a joke

knock knock
who's there?
nobody
nobody who?
............

my boss makes me want to stab myself in the face.

oh, hello there, I don't know if we've met. I'm your blast from the past.

I am still in existence! YES!

WOW.

So, updating, again: the crap.

I quit my job and I have another one. If you want to know, ask.

I'm cool, in general. Cliff and I tend to drink a lot, but that's what roommates are for, right?

Tell me something about yourself.

Addendum: Wilco is my favorite drunk music.

My mother called me yesterday to tell me her dying wish because of her (lately) intense fear of dying. She wants me to have a teaching position before she dies ( Read more... )

Dude, you know updating is bullshit.

I've been working 50-60 hour weeks since starting at the new Subway. My paychecks are pretty much bank, but my sanity has spiraled into a tangled web of sleep debt and I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL EVERYBODY. :D. XD even.

Happy July 11th.

It's my segue: Hawthorne Heights has to be the creepiest band ever ( Read more... )