*I guess I ought to update this thing. When was the last time I updated anyway? What did I say when I did? What CAN I say really? All the personal feelings/problems that I have, why would I spell my guts to an online journal which anybody could read when I don't even like spilling my guts in private to people I'm close to? Why would I do that when ( Read more... )

*Bah! Stupid summer classes. I'm sick of all of them. I never thought I'd be so excited about starting back to Fall classes. Fall/Spring classes are more fun cause they're just plaing more fun. I get to take Colonial American history with Courtney and Matt and Dr. Day and how much fun will that be? Too much. Too too much ( Read more... )

*It's so sad. I mean....it really just breaks my heart. Honest. Not to mention I feel like I'm gonna throw up.

*John's coming home tomorrow...FOR GOOD ( Read more... )

*My parents are talking that we may have to put Noodles to sleep. She's been doing really bad lately. Surprise! I mean...she's a really old kitty, only a few years younger than I am. She has walking problems and has fallen down the stairs a couple of times trying to get to her litter box, not that she uses it most of the time anyway, she just lets ( Read more... )

*I haven't really updated in a while, I suppose. At least not in a while for me. I dunno, I feel like I don't even have much time to talk to John, much less sit down at a computer and type out my thoughts to a bunch of people who don't really care anyway ( Read more... )

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*I just realized that I never NEVER update this thing anymore except for dumb, boring, DEPRESSED posts and all the people I never talk to that read this and don't read my MySpace thingy (umm...Kevin and Brett are the only ones, I guess) don't know what's going on in my life! THE HORROR ( Read more... )

*I hate that I'm so awful that not only can I not pretend that I'm not awful, but I actually hate myself too.

*I don't want to talk about it anymore.