his favorite movie + having a nightmare about him last night + looking at painful pictures = the worst idea ever.
i never hate myself more than when i'm still feeling this. and it won't fucking stop. every time i think its done something somewhere hits a nerve. so fucking pathetic i can't stand it.
driving down villard on a summer evening reminds me sometimes of watching noah ride down sitting on geiss' skateboard while lil and bex and i walked behind them
it takes the same amount of time to walk home from travis' as it does to walk from katherine's flat in fraser to ally court. all walking distances shall henceforth be noted in stirling campus terms.