sorry.

[coppercurled]

I thought about it today.
While I've gotten better at apologizing needlessly, I still do it occasionally.
I sat there and before I knew it, while looking at him, it just fell out of my mouth.
Sorry.

Sorry for what though? For what I said, when who could hardly blame me? I was at my wit's end and couldn't do it anymore. Mind games & dishonesty rubbed

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[ruchirahni]

sometimes i find it easier to be the one to apologize just so i can put whatever it is behind me.

i always found life too short and relationships too precious for grudges-

but then, the question i still haven't answered is how do you know when you're being taken advantage of?

[coppercurled]

I think that's why I do it. Mostly for myself and to put it behind me, but in the same, I think I deserve it as well!

I suppose relationships can be precious, but my thing is I think not talking about it and avoiding just leaves the broken relationship broken!
And, exactly! I always feel like the bad guy, but I shouldn't all the time, and it's bad because since I feel that way, how would I know if I was?