Jan 23, 2012 20:23
I thought about it today.
While I've gotten better at apologizing needlessly, I still do it occasionally.
I sat there and before I knew it, while looking at him, it just fell out of my mouth.
Sorry.
Sorry for what though? For what I said, when who could hardly blame me? I was at my wit's end and couldn't do it anymore. Mind games & dishonesty rubbed all in my face - begone. Maybe sorry I said it in such a non-elegant manner. All the while watching and not hearing one back. Looking at a shadow.
Sorry...that it's like this?
And all the while Colbie Caillat's Bubbly played on the radio and I kind of laughed to myself. Always at the appropriate moment. It's kind of messed up how that seems to happen.
sorry,
home,
thoughts,
honesty,
relationships,
conversations,
friendships,
thoughtful