Sometimes I wonder why I always end up torturing myself ( Read more... )

I want to find the Han to my Leia.

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Sometimes I wonder why people are brought back into your life? Especially when you honestly thought there was no hope in finding another person that you had a lot in common with ( Read more... )

I've always had a problem. Whenever I don't hear from someone for a while and when I'm used to communicating with them everyday, I fear for the worse. I create these horrible Final Destination type scenarios in my head. I wish my brain could learn to relax and not over work itself ( Read more... )

I realized today that I really can't stand being alone for long periods of time without human interaction. I've been feeling anxious a lot lately and being alone I feel the little jolts of nerves more. I really dislike this feeling. I am trying to be strong and really positive but it's hard. It's doable but not easy ( Read more... )

Day 38: Since he moved out ( Read more... )

I wish I had said yes and saw where it went from there.

I want to feel numb.

I can't go on like this forever.

I miss him so much :(

I need my brain to shut off

Day 37: Since he moved out ( Read more... )

I have fallen back to square one ( Read more... )

Day 35: Since he moved out ( Read more... )