I don't like being led on ( Read more... )

I'm not going to say in any way that I'm ready for the baby that has been coming with the weddings people I knew from school are having right now. Still yet, I've been thinking about how they're getting something that I want ( Read more... )

I can't grasp what is so debilitating about me. What is so wrong with me that I can't even keep my boyfriend turned on? Really? Is it like some fucking curse? I'm so upset. Am I fat? Am I ugly? Am I not wanted? What is going on? I feel....like a child....who just got picked on at school, and is crying in the bathroom stall. What is so disgusting ( Read more... )

I'm making Tim dinner tomorrow night. I know dad isn't thrilled that the boy is joining us for dinner yet again, stealing my attention in what father would deem as negative ( Read more... )

This would explain what I think currently ( Read more... )

I'm making a mix of 90's music.
YAY! :)
hahahaa.
Anyway, that is all I really have to say.

Been working at Sushi 101, almost done training!
Classes are kicking my ass, but I get the weekend off - so I'm resting.....er.....sort of.
haha.
Okay, so I'm getting writing, cleaning, and other things done.
:p

HUGS!

My heart pounds deep beneath my chest, throat clinching - making me wish I would go numb. Why can't I be equipped for this? Why can't I be prepared for the overflow of emotion? Why does it always bombard me from the corners of my mind that I don't know are in existance until it explodes ( Read more... )

So I beginning to wonder if the world is built for career-minded aspiring young women ( Read more... )

and apparently, I'm a horrible person ( Read more... )

I am now officially going to The Art Institute of Charlotte ( Read more... )