Irritations of moving and jobs
I don't like being led on.
If I'm being placed in the way of being hurt because people want to change her mind about things as important as where I live and if they want to hire me, I'm gonna be honest and say that I really just want to whine and cry and moan because it HURTS!!!! I know I'm being such a child but GOD!!!!
I've been trampled on the past year.
I've been in school trying so hard to make it. Education funds, living funds, barely scrapping by with bills and I've had enough. GOD, ENOUGH! Why can't things just fucking work out!? I'm so tired of being stepped on because I choose not to be like my sister and marry the first jerk who can pay a bill!?
I.am.tired.
So wonder so many people don't finish college. Jesus.
I just, for once, want things to work out.
Please, God. Let things work out. For once.
I want to be happy for a change.
If I'm being placed in the way of being hurt because people want to change her mind about things as important as where I live and if they want to hire me, I'm gonna be honest and say that I really just want to whine and cry and moan because it HURTS!!!! I know I'm being such a child but GOD!!!!
I've been trampled on the past year.
I've been in school trying so hard to make it. Education funds, living funds, barely scrapping by with bills and I've had enough. GOD, ENOUGH! Why can't things just fucking work out!? I'm so tired of being stepped on because I choose not to be like my sister and marry the first jerk who can pay a bill!?
I.am.tired.
So wonder so many people don't finish college. Jesus.
I just, for once, want things to work out.
Please, God. Let things work out. For once.
I want to be happy for a change.