For the last year, I have let others live my life for me. I have always been a very focused girl. A girl who wants to do something special and big, and magnificent-and change the world… but this last year I have been floating… wandering… idea-less and idealess. If nothing else, I am a girl with ideas. And I have not been myself ( Read more... )

Look for me another day
I feel that I could change
I feel that I could change

"One more night and I would have died. Of what? I might have said then, of boredom, but boredom is only a manifestation of something worse.
Can wanting be fatal?"

Books provided stories which were magic and bravery and diamonds and wishes come true.

Tonight I feel angry when i think about my old life.

If they asked me I could write a book
About the way you walk, and whisper and look
I could write the preface on how we met
So the world would never forget
And the simple secret of the plot
Is just to tell them that I love you a lot
Then the world discovers as my book ends
How to make two lovers of friends.

So through the Grim Reaper sickle sharpening ( Read more... )

i won't lie, sometimes i don't believe you.
you & i are staring at the same dark mirror,
with different lines connecting where the ends meet virtue.
if i try, i might be able to see straight through you.

what makes it better than this?
what makes it better than this?
what makes it better than this?

it's you.

Is love really this closely related to guilt, shame, and fear? If it's not love, what is it?

"I think that Gaius and Titius may have have honestly misunderstood the pressing educational need of the moment. They see the world around them swayed by educational propaganda--they have learned from tradition that youth is sentimental--and they conclude that the best they can do is to fortify the minds of young people against emotion. My own ( Read more... )