new lj... _hotsexx_

everyone add me there

ok im starting not to want to update this journal its pointless
so uum vote if you want me to delete it or not

I'm so dead on the inside
i don't even know.
help? please.

i feeel empty still even more then last time i said that... =/

why the fuck do i fucking bother. for the past 6 months why have i fucking bothered... its okay. i know when i'm not fucking needed so just go back to your boyfriend. i dont care anymore. you obviously don't need me in anyway so have a nice fucking life.

wow you know what, fuck all of you. that's all

.. this is just fanfuckingtastic i don't think this year could get any fucking worse... whatever, i don't know i don't want to know i want to cry and die right now okay. gona go bye bye

well, idon't know. work was good i guess... as good as it can be. i really don't think it could be better in a sense. its work you know? ummmmmm... today is my art final and i have to return some books but i don't know.. i have to take my history and psych finals still and i duno what to do bc i really don't want to stay after too long i feel so ( Read more... )

first day of work; wow ( Read more... )

well, i'm not getting my car yet. :-( and someone from my church found out i smoked great just great fuck it oh well what can they do to me. i don't even care. only one year til i can get away with it anyway ( Read more... )