I love, love that thing you do, and I can't keep my eyes, my mind, off you, I'm infatuated.

[confide12]

Such a good song.  Have it on repeat, but I have to be careful not to listen to it too much.  I've come to realize that when I find music I like, I play it over and over and over and over again and then I get sick of it to a point where I never want to hear it again and it just gets skipped over whenever it starts up on my playlist.

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[umbreons_shadow]

Ask yourself why you want to be single. Answer it with real reasons, not excuses. Because, people make excuses for NOT breaking up sooner. If you aren't happy being in a relationship, then end it, soon as possible -- It will hurt the other person more and more otherwise...

if you are having thoughts like this, then obviously, you aren't happy.

[confide12]

Yeah, I know. All too well. It's just she's been going through a really, really hard time as of late and I don't want to throw this at her on top of everything else. It's a bit of a dilemma, to say the least. I want to let go soon since I know it'll be easier on both of us, but I also want to wait a little longer out of consideration for her.

I know what I have to do, and if I still feel the same way after the few weeks she's over, I'll do it.

[umbreons_shadow]

Good man.

[dreamlikeoasis]

Well, I think you shouldn't be with her just out of courtesy, because that's lying to her and she doesn't deserve that. And if you're not happy, you don't deserve that, either.

But really, it comes down to what YOU want. I mean, we can tell you what you should do, only you can make your own decisions... in other words, follow your heart. That's really all you can do in a situation like this.

[dreamlikeoasis]

Er, but only*.

I'm going to miss you when you finally get deployed! But it's exciting, isn't it?

[confide12]

Very, very exciting. :) I sort of can't wait, but at the same time, I don't want the time to come. I think the thing I'm the most apprehensive about are the huge shots you have to get before you even begin boot. I -hate- shots, and I hear you have to get, like, three big ones in each arm.

I'll still be writing and posting when I can.

[dreamlikeoasis]

I had no idea about the shots! I can tolerate shots but they're not my favorite (but it's better than blood being drawn!).

That's good to hear! Things wouldn't be the same without you.

[tats_gold]

Sigh. I'm not a whore, I swear. I just like having options and dating when it feels right.

AMEN