watch me convince myself that they were never real. i hate that deeper down there are probably more similarities than i can see. i wonder if i can pass this test, too.

fresh state of mind.

i feel poetic. yuck. i'll think of something else soon.

it's really just a big blur, with a few sporadic points of normality where you least expect them. i mean, where i least expect them.

i want to scream a lot. FUCK!!! i like today.

tell that mick he just made my list of things to do today!

the script is already written, how well can you follow directions?

even though nearly every one does, it's really annoying when bars have tvs. they're like a magnet, they take over. and do they really have to turn on csi? i'm falling deeper in love with jorja fox every day, i can't look away. it's like i don't even exist ( Read more... )

i save it up until it's too much for me to take and it overflows and floods, only a few get caught in the current but they get stuck forever to the point that it's almost brutal. i don't know why it gets this way or why i can't hand it out equally like everybody else but someone has to drown with me and there are hands that i'll die holding onto.

every cd i own got stolen!
if anyone is willing to burn me some cds i'll love you forever.
please?

i don't know why i'm so angry all the time.

i'm too everything right now. i'm too sorry.

if i drink drano do you think it will kill the butterflies in my stomach?