Choices? What Choices?

[comes_the_light]

As a child, I wasn't given a whole lot of choices

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Hard to face some facts...

[anonymous]

it's amazing as i have been reading trough what you have written... in my mind have been going toughts as to my own life. I really understand what your talking about, although i have never had the courage to cut myself i've tought about it before. Sometimes school home parents boyfriend it's all stressing. School;;too much work;;im not passing all my classes;;junior year most important[im blowing it] Home;;not my all time favorite place anymore. Parents;;Don't understand me, worry too much about money;;debts most of the time;;sometimes not having enought to pay the next bill that comes up. boyfriend;;i love him;does he love me? maybe anotherr teen relationship i say but meanwhile i spend time in it i go in deeper. nothing i can regret up until now. he says he loves me never has he been disrispectful. when were together everythings perfect but as days pass after we see each other things get complicated. i want to be with him;;it's just hard. Sometimes i just want to curl up into a little ball and cry. friends help. but sometimes things

Re: Hard to face some facts...

[comes_the_light]

You have a beautiful way of expressing yourself. I think everyone feels this way at some point. We can't control who loves us or who we love, how we are treated, or how our parents make it through life. I wanted so badly to be that person that helped others see the potential they have in themselves, but I can't reach all of my students and that makes me sad. I don't have the energy to put a lot of effort into my appearance some days. I get up, do what I can, and that has to be enough. Maybe we're all living a lie. Maybe no one shows the world what their life is like. If they did, no one would want it. Self-injurer or not, it sounds like we have a lot in common.