Comments | coltknows: It would've been a year...

coltknows

It would've been a year...

Jun 01, 2007 00:54

June 1st... Last year, this day was the best day of my life. I was happier than I ever could've imagined. I had a girlfriend, I was in the most beautiful state, I had lots of fun... I looked back on it this past hour, and I probably will for most of the day. I gave my heart to that woman, and then everything that matters got taken from me bit by ( Read more... )

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coltknows June 1 2007, 14:59:49 UTC

I'll feel better when I don't feel like my friends are avoiding me. Yeah, I get it, you're busy. But a simple five minute phone call from either of you would not be cutting into your schedule. I work my ass off 5-6 days a week, but I can make time for my friends. I need you guys. Tell Brian to answer his cell phone once in a while, and I won't be so annoying about it.

I lost the love of my life, I lost my friends, my college got screwed up, my mother is driving me insane more and more, I live in the middle of nowhere and still have nowhere to move to...

If I could travel time, I'd go all the way back to 4th grade and start changing things from there.

yo njllljon June 1 2007, 15:28:32 UTC

Hey dont be like that bud. Im 60% blind right now and my eyes are on fire. I will take 4 seconds out of my busy schedule to post this. (you sound like my parents with that whole 5 minutes out of ....shit, ahhhhh) Come on bud. Ill call you when I go through my phone later on for something else.

Re: yo coltknows June 1 2007, 16:55:54 UTC

I heard about your appointment. How did that go? How long until your vision is all the way back? Sorry, dude, but when I call at a reasonable time and nobody answers, then I hear that the people I called went to see a movie I wanted to see, or went somewhere fun, I get jealous. Jon, you're the only one I've seen since my birthday, other than one trip to the library.

Give it to me straight. Does this outfit make me look fat?

anonymous June 1 2007, 15:50:23 UTC

You know what will cheer you up?

go to craigslist and read the men seeking women personals. They're always disgustingly funny. Last night there was a guy on there looking for a rich woman to take care of his old saggy behind, a very large man with a giant NO FAT CHICKS ad, and a guy who was begging to have a girlfriend that farts in front of him and it smells beastly. haha.

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Re: now's the time to break the silence... coltknows June 3 2007, 08:20:16 UTC

I'd love to get past my problems, but that requires money. I don't make enough at Acme, and my mom sucks up more than half of every paycheck. I have the rest of your money, which has been sitting in my wallet for weeks. Its taken way too long as it is to get it to ya, and I want that money back in YOUR possession. I've started paying off my medical bill for my wrist. Then I gotta take out loans to build my credit. When credit is good enough, then I can focus on adult financial mumbo jumbo with little worry ( ... )

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Re: now's the time to break the silence... coltknows June 4 2007, 08:37:15 UTC

You've had three months for the cup to evaporate, dude. Sure I'm still haunted by that bullshit, but I can go days without mentioning it. I have. In fact, you might've noticed a few hints at a possible date in my near future. Its little, and I don't expect much to come of it, but thats probably the best thing for me right now. I'm starting small, I AM moving on with my life, and if the pay is good, I wouldn't have a seconds hesitation about moving ( ... )