So I got a most unusual phone call from my mom today. It was about who my father is. As some of you may know about a month ago my mom decided to tell me that the guy I thought was my dad really wasn't. She went on to tell me that my dad's name was Robert. We got into it because I wanted to know more and she wasn't able to tell me. Fast forward ( Read more... )

I am still looking for a new job. I do have a lead on a job that I think I can get. They have seen my resume and are interested in meeting with me. The problem is that the hiring manager is very busy. The way they do things, I would need to do a phone interview with the Senior QA person and the manager. If that went well they would bring me in ( Read more... )

I have been looking for a new job for about 6 weeks now. I know that is not an extremely long period of time but I need a job ASAP. I am about out of money at this point and I'm not sure what I am going to do. If I were a programmer I would have had a new job in a matter of a few weeks. But alas I do not code. I have been trying to find jobs ( Read more... )

So I was updating my LinkedIn profile tonight and I saw the message telling you how many times your profile has been viewed. i clicked on the link and it said that my profile has been viewed by a VP from my ex company in the last 30 days. That makes me wonder...just what were they looking for? I know they aren't planning on hiring me. They can' ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about the whole daddy situation for a while now. The question I've been asking myself is, "Do I really need to meet my father?" After really thinking about it I think that I really don't. First of all my father knew about me and to my knowledge didn't try to see me. My mother didn't take care of my at all so I was sent to ( Read more... )

I thought a lot last night about who my father is. I wondered if I could go through the rest of my life not knowing who he is. I wondered if I could forgive my mother for keeping such a secret from me. I thought about right until that Ambien finally kicked in, then I fell asleep. Thank goodness for sleeping pills or I might not ever go to bed ( Read more... )

Words cannot even begin to describe the day that I have had today ( Read more... )

So back in November I was asked by my then employer to delete all of my blog posts that made any mention to "work" and to delete all posts on my Twitter page. They did not like the fact that I had the audacity to have a dissenting opinion about anyone I worked with. Now there was no company policy stating that I was not allowed to blog that I ( Read more... )

After a recent incident I decided to start going to therapy. It's been good so far. I've only gone 3 times but I think it's helping already. I was asked to write down what would make me happy. It took me a week to answer that question and I still don't think I've completely done so but it was a start. The bad part is that I know what would make ( Read more... )

So those of you know me know that I am a big fan of peer to peer networks. That is where I get most of my music. Well I had been trying to download the 'Take a Look in the Mirror' album by Korn for a while. Well I finally gave up and downloaded it from Amazon ( Read more... )