so laura, blake, and family and i went camping in joshua tree yesterday...so uh here are some fabulous pictures for all who are interested. it was gorgeous and amazing out there. one day i will rock climb...i have other things i need to accomplish before i even begin to try that. but i did kinda crawl over some VERY large rocks and i used ( Read more... )

have any of you had a moment where you realize...you are so fucking shallow. i mean...my fucking god...im in love with chanel and sometimes to me, your zip code really does matter. and like...92660 doesn't mean anything to anyone but shallow fucking people. and really, why the fuck do i smoke? its certainly not for my fucking health. why cant i ( Read more... )

a resident at my work committed suicide on new years eve. she shot herself on her front porch, 4 hours before new years. she had come into the leasing office that day...i saw her come in and out, and she spoke with courtney for like 3 hours. a year ago she lost her job and she's been on unemployment since then...there's been job interviews, but ( Read more... )

so monday i was super lazy and hung out on the couch all day (seriously). apparently the powers that be thought that was really not cool of me. so i've been going going going since tuesday and i've really only been home to sleep...seriously. my week has looked like this so far ( Read more... )

so im making homemade pierogies for my family tomorrow. i found a nice recipe, so im totally stoked that i dont have to worry about finding them to buy anymore. i dont know why i didnt think of this sooner. mmm pierogies.
i think im feeling better. i ended up going out and shopping for presents for my mom and accidentally spent $150 BUT i got ( Read more... )

merry christmas u.s. bank, my gift to you is 3 overdraft fees in one pay period! i know you were desperate for them since i hadnt fucked up my finances in over a month. glad i could help you out! kbye!
arghhhh why oh why do i do this? one of them im sure is for like $0.25 that i was short. fuckin a.

heh one of the best pop lyrics ever is "my heart cant possibly break when it wasnt even whole to start with ( Read more... )

lets pretend i dont exist.
my heart is not worth holding.
who do i turn to now?
there's no quick exit, and no other person to bury my heartbreak in.
two boys after you, and im forced to feel what i wouldnt let myself feel.
the boys (my heart medication, as it were) are gone.
now i have to stand cold, and let myself heal.
i still think i need

SEMI-COLON!!!!
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p.s. boys are teh SUXORS! lolomgwtfbbq!!!111eleventy
i got ditched by a very short voicemails pools.