It stings just a little...

[colormealone]

I think I've had about enough of this day, week, month, year. whatever.

When all else fails, I find myself getting drunk to forget the minutes, but of course, drunken bliss never cures what kills. I'm a terrible pseudo-alcoholic. Pretending gets me nowhere.

I'm fucking up just about everything in my life (or maybe it's all fucking me?) I don't know

Comments

[plushfabric]

we all have shitty days where we feel the need to reflect on things. i have one at least every other day, haha. but i am sorry that you are having one of those days now, they suck. i understand the whole "somethings lacking" feeling. i've been feeling the same way recently. could it actually be possible that getting drunk and stoned all of the time isnt the answer to our problems? haha, nnoooo of course not.

[derix_ghetto]

hey bitch...quit being a sick whore.Lets hang out...Lotsa love

[urmomismyslut]

i have days where i cant say why i'm sad, or where its coming from, or whether i'm even sad or that i'm just angry, or who i'm angry with...

but i have those days, and i think it's because i miss everybody so much....but then i think about it and i really dont miss it all THAT much, not enough to make me feel that way, but maybe i do. unexplainable i guess. *shrugs*

muchly, saundra *200 miles from yah but feelin yah*