soo i haven't been on this bitch in a while. i just talk to myself on here anyway, i don't know why i even bother but here goes ( Read more... )

"I don't need to know why the oceans blue or how the flowers grow. I don't need to live waiting on someone to forgive me for my sins."

i've had insanely good luck the past 2-3 weeks.... an officer knowing i was wasted didn't give me a dui and let a friend pick me up and drive me home, i found $10 at work, a repeat customer bought me a $1 scratch off that sat in my purse for a week or so..i scratched it and won $40. this shit doesn't happen to me. maybe karma exists ( Read more... )

i'm trying to build a relationship with my mother, but its really hard when she is still very defensive of my brother and continues to accuse me of smoking crack ( Read more... )

every morning i wake up sick for the first few hours

no appetite

i don't know whats wrong with me. i am a hypochondriac, perhaps

i owe $500 in taxes this year

I don't feel homesick, I'm just so sick of home
It's here that reminds me of everything we've been through
And it tears me down
It makes me sick of being who I am, of who I cannot be
A constant reminder
Cold nights, again left alone
Wandering streets all on my own
And all of this for you
It's time that I went back for just even an hour ( Read more... )

fuck friends that are in relationshiTS and are fucking stuck up their boyfriend's/girlfriend's ass ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night that i was a character from mario. and i was on a level with the boo ghosts. it was fantastic ( Read more... )

i really fucking hate bank of america.

you know, when you actually start going out and getting over yourself, life is so much more pleasant. even if its some temporary relief, it gets your mind off shit.

i mean it only took me 20 years to figure out that you can't wait on life. anyway, done with the ranting.


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