Just when I thought everything was great and fine. Just when I thought all the pain was gone. Just when I thought I would change.
It all fell apart.
I fucked up.
I'm hurting real bad right now. I can't change, I'm to afraid to. I've never hated myself so much then right now. Why can't I let go of my fears. I'll never change. I'm done for.
I'm going home this weekend it looks like. You may say I'm homesick but I'm not. I don't NEED to go. It's not for the people I miss. Although I DO want to see them, I can wait till Thanksgiving. Well, maybe not. I'm missing primarily Emily right now. She's like a sister to me and that's something I realized just now. I love her very much, no matter
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So I moved outta Aaron's and into college. It's great. It doesn't seem to difficult but I've only had my second day of classes. I'm confident though. Anyways, Brett and I are ok. I don't know what happened. All of a sudden he's there moving my stuff in and the next thing you know, we're partying that night. Got fucked up on Saturday with Pruitt,
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