:( i need a hug.

Wow, so this Halloween thing is pretty awesome. I’ve basically been consistantly drunk/hungover since Wednesday night. Amazing weekend though. Thursday night, I went to Tigerheat with the boys, got super drunk and into the VIP room where Elton John was partying it up. Pretty cool. I danced dirtily with some gay boys since I was wearing short shorts ( Read more... )

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Well what a crazy, wonderful, horribly stressful couple months. I honestly don’t think I’ve been this emotionally insane ever, especially having to do with guys. Even though I’m completely in love with Karl and logically know that I should have stopped seeing him the minute his girlfriend came to town, I have been hanging out with them both. After ( Read more... )

So last night, my friend Chris and I finished a full bottle of captain morgan's spiced rum. Just the two of us, in about 2 hours. Granted I did pass out but I woke up this morning only with a slight headache. No hangover. I think I finally convinced my body to fucking accept the fact that I will drink, and that I will drink a lot. Is this bad?

Alright guys, so here’s the thing. Tonight I had really hot sex with a Brazilian/English boy from USC. I mean he was REALLY hot, blonde blue eyed, tan, accent, hot. We met at Whole Foods, he asked for my number, called me tonight, got coffee and some beers, went back to his apartment and here we are. Haha.

He’s got an amazing apartment on Wilshire ( Read more... )

so yesterday i wrote a mopey depressing entry, which i hate doing. so today i woke up at 9 am and kinda realized that i was being ridiculous. of course i'll miss them but i'm fine. i have to focus on myself and school. i think i just needed that one day of crying to get it all out. he will be back around september anyways and we're getting another ( Read more... )

so i am an emotional mess right now. scott left for europe and i know he's going to have so much fucking fun. but saying goodbye to him today outside my apartment, i completely broke down in tears. i tried to keep it together and gave him a big hug and kiss. then i walked back up towards the elevator and started sobbing. i probably havent cried ( Read more... )

Q: WHOS THE 4TH PERSON ON YOUR RECEIVED CALL LIST ( Read more... )

so lately i've been really anti-social. basically i'd rather hang out with my cat than go out and make an effort at being fun/humorous/energetic. i'm very sorry if i've said i would hang out with certain people and then just didn't call. but i'm over my katie-time now and am in fact desperate to get out and about ( Read more... )