bad crazyness ( Read more... )

im high again.
im kindof let down, but i dont care
im not going be be fat anymore
i hate being fat

tomorrow i will definately soul-ride... and i will remember batteries for my god damned headphones.

everything is strange; everything hurts.
the last thread holding me here is becoming thinner.
i can feel it starting to stretch
when is it going to break?

i think i need to rethink who is a friend and who isnt.
im dissapointed.
in others, and myself.

all i know is i am going snowboarding tomorrow to clear my head. soul-riding and refused in my headphones will set me straight.

lab

snow

i'm elated

going tomorrow

love life

i detuned the new snowboard and mounted the bindings, only after carefully tweaking them. hopefully i am gonna shred like a son of a bitch with this new setup...
i love snow
i love me when im good at something

6 shots of jim beam
4 shots of kuaka
2 captain n' cokes
2 labatts blues

and the half of a can of keystone ice i drank after all of that STILL tasted like piss!!!

lab mountain opens the 26th...
i need my jacket back from brian and i need to mount my bindings....

oh the excitement!!!!

i had to write SOMETHING so the mafia princess wouldnt snuff me.

finals weeks hun. no time fo slippin'

i don't know why my posts are coming up duplicate...
oh well.