I'm pretty sure I told myself I would never, ever write in here again but for some reason I have an awful urge to. So here I am on a Sunday night, sitting in my bedroom realizing my life is changing, and changing fast. From the summer, to this fall, to this winter it has all been in constant motion. There were up and downs but I seem to have ( Read more... )

Time to grow up and move on...
Good-bye LJ. 

Woot, 90/100 on my English final.

12 days and no letter. I'm becoming a mad woman. Maybe monday. Hopefully monday, I need a letter.

Me: Why why why why! Why me? Why do I always get stuck with the crazy ex-psycho-boyfriends? 
One of the BOS Ladies: Oprah would ask why do you choose these men to begin with? You are only stuck with your own choices, right?
But I am not Oprah and I say, "What a jerk! Stick a pin into a voodoo doll that looks like him!"

This is why I love my BOS ( Read more... )

I'm a little sick of my mother being a bitch. It's old and I've about had it. She told me I looked fat the other day. And then I tell her me and Amy are going to go running today she laughed at me. Yup, I'm over this summer vacation crap and ready to get the fuck out of this house.

I cannot sleep. I'm so tired but my body just won't shut down. Egh ( Read more... )

Umm what my parents don't know is I'm in the process of switching majors. What I spent about an hour and a half doing today was making an entire new schedule for the fall and it's not a pretty one. Typically morning classes but then I have like alllllll the afternoons to relax and get things done, plus I'll be able to work at Rainbow while in ( Read more... )

Jordan my cat is sick and it breaks my heart to know she doesn't feel good. Just another thing to cry about I guess.

And I'm hurt. 
And that's all.

Since that last letter alls I do is pace waiting for the mail almost everyday. Flipping through the junk and bills looking for that envolope adressed to me from Private Mabrouk of the United States Army. Writing letters to an army boy has always seemed like something out of a movie to me. I haven't really gotten use to the fact that I'm one of ( Read more... )