hey all I just got back from ATF. It was fun, I got into a little bit of trouble but all in all it was a good time. It soo did NOT compare to last year tho. There weren't any spiritual experiences at all this time. I mean I can't speak for everyone but for me there was nothing about the service or the program that really touched or enlightened me. ( Read more... )

ATF TWO DAYS! YES! We're going to two hotels so that way we can swim since the second one has a pool. ROCK ON! I finally got a swim suit lol. I went to youth today. The service was awesome. I have been going through some things. Personal issues with my self I guess. The service started off with kristen talking about peer pressure and how she had ( Read more... )

well Spring break has been alright. Kinda boring tho. Lotsa family time. yuck. That stuff will make you crazy. but neways so yeah today was alotta fun tho. It started out bad. I went shopping with my mom ughh she's so negative and rushed and it's like i know her life sux but does she constantly need to remind me of that?! Her bad mood is just ( Read more... )

So Easter wasn't all that bad. Kind of boring though. This morning was cool cause i got to hang out with Aaron and talk to Magda, she's so cool. I got a bunch of candy for Easter and The Used cd and twenty bucks so that was cool. So yeah after i got home from church I was pretty bored all day. My family came over and they were all loud and ( Read more... )

man i feel so... so... i dunno. I was really bored all day so i went out outside and sat on the trampoline and i was overcome with so many emotions. Just memories. I started remembering all the good times i had out in my back yard when i was little. Just running around with my friends and my family. Not a care in the world. I miss that so much. If ( Read more... )

hey im actually updating two days in a row o what now?! lol Today was fun. School was a bore lol. but then i got home and i was talkin to ben online and he wanted to come over and then he told me i should come over his house and then he signed off and i was like umm ok... lol what do i do? so then jesse signs on and i ask him whats up and hes like ( Read more... )

boo lol whats up all? man things have been crazy l8ly. I hate rumors ughh theres been way too many of those going around as u proly realized in my last journal lol but thats over now. Man so whats been goin on. Well last friday ben came over and then his mom picked us up and me, him, jesse, and his mom went to Gus's lol and jesse was all grabbin ( Read more... )

I got to go four wheeling with ben today wahoo! it was soo much fun! He's so cool. Jesse's sucha tattle tale he told his parents about how me and ben make out lol. they dont care tho. unlike sum peoples parents who read my journal and go off and tell other peoples parents im a whore. o yeah i make out o wow im such a whore. You've seen me like ( Read more... )

Today's a snow day. Yay i got sleep lol wahoo. I'm kinda bored tho. I don't feel that well either I think I'm gettin ill. Shh don't tell Ben lol because he was sick on Saturday and I promised him I wouldn't get sick if he came over and umm yeah lol I'm sick. Oh well it was worth it lol. We made out! wahoo! lol it was really cool. He's really smooth ( Read more... )

hey guys me again! lol so yeah today was soo much fun. Me, jessica, Jake, and Ben all went to the movies. We saw Constentine. It was pretty cool. I got to snuggle up with ben again and he kept tickling my palm with his thumb it was real cute lol. He told me my hands are like baby hands compared to his lol he's like they're so soft lol i'm like yeah ( Read more... )