always so cloudy in my mind ( Read more... )

sometimes i think i am a mess now but i'm pretty sure i was more of a mess in high school.

sweet lord.

Handicapdhotdog: I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU. PLEASE LET ME COMPLIMENT YOUR COOKING TO TRY AND GET IN YOUR PANTS.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?

sometimes you just gotta be alone
and if you can't be happy on your own
then how will you ever be happy with somebody else

i was sobbing hysterically and i almost started hyperventilating..and then i realized just a few minutes ago that that is the closest i've been to hyperventilating like that in a really long time. good sign? maybe ( Read more... )

and utah still feels like a big black hole of depression sometimes. mother fuck.

i just don't know.

I am a single digit size. Holy shit.

siucarbondale10: men are like alaska. you want whatever is farthest away.