what if this is just another hopeless thing my mind is set on.
what if my hopes have been lifted up so high and are gonna be smashed to pieces.
what if it wont happen.
what if i've lost it already.
what if i'm just this pathetic lost little thing waiting for nothing.
what if i've already screwed myself over.
what if this isnt fair to me.
what if
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